hi.long time no see baby.
al i can tink of now is clubbin.=)
n ffffffffffffff.so many tings happened.again.
tts tis guy cal shal.he is jiaming's fren.funny n ironic.jiaming likes jan.i LIKED jiaming.shal likes me.or at least tts wad he claims.
n d f ting is tt f jiaming told shal everytin.n i mean EVERYTIN we did la.
okie.it is nt as if tis is unexpected considering tt dey r f gd frens.but tis is sth private n i tink it shud b kept between d both parties.i mean.we werent even tog.i feel tt he shud b more considerate of how others wil tink of me u c.n even if he ngeh ngeh nids 2 tel shal,i tink it was reali a bad move for shal to lemme noe tt he noes wad we did.isnt tt stupid.i wil feel so cheap n lousy if i stil date/be wid him wen he noes n i noe he noes wad i did wid his bes fren.i mean.it is jus so weird n uncomfortable for me la.
anw.i tink i wld b quite weird for me 2 date him oso.firstly,i ve nv date an indian guy.n 2ndly n most imptly,he like shorter than me leh!how can!it is either i m too tall for local guys or those mf r jus gettin shorter.it seems tt i m like quite big size beside dem.cb -_-
n now he ngeh ngeh believes i stil like him.but in d 1st place,i jus tot he is quite cute.i mean i sorta expect myself nt being able 2 accept him cos he's jiaming's fren.f.how can i b wid sum1 hus is jus such a constant reminder of tt mf?!
aiya.since ur fren is such a player,i m sure u cnt b much diff from him.bird of a feather flock tog(fave phrase of dawn.haha).i tink tis is true esp for guys.
ah.i stil cnt reali believe tt cb told his fren EVERYTIN we did.
f u 2 man.argh.go away.by tis time nex wk,i hope i wil b f some new MEN oredi.MEN i say.
oh.was talkin abt pre-marital sex wid tan n ong 2dae n sayin wad we tink of it.ong says wen d mood is right but became quite fickle but we asked further.hahha.tan saes as long as dere's protection.i guess for me is both plus no STDs n babies.f.imagine i m impregnated by some man n worse,i dunno hus d f father.i wil b DEAD la.i tink by then,i wil have to abort d baby widout much thought,i cnt provide for d baby n by bringin it to tis already screwed up place,i tink i wil b doing it more harm than good.like wad i mentioned in my presentation=)
oh!we r gonna write down our new yr resolution for 2007 at tan's hse on sunday!i better start tinkin abt some serious 1.it is my f 3rd yr.cb-ly fast la.attachment.immersion prog.i better do well cos if i fail either,i can jus go f myself.for real.dun play play arh.so tt shud b d 1st 1.d other 2..shud spen some time considering it.
talkin 2 huiqi abt tis yr.like nv complete anitin leh!den she said quite eventful.i said ya.but quite empty leh.like alex was sayin tt day,though i mit quite a few diff guys n gt quite ahem wid dem,isnt it stil quite like empty for me?
true i must say.but mayb those were to jus temporary fill up d void in me.be it fulfilling my physical needs (which everyone has,be it male female or ah gua.dun f deny ok)or jus d adrenaline rush of being in love.but i guess if i can find a person hu can satisfy me both ways,i cnt ask for more already.but of cos.d search for him is stil quite undone.hold on baby =)
al i can tink of now is clubbin.=)
n ffffffffffffff.so many tings happened.again.
tts tis guy cal shal.he is jiaming's fren.funny n ironic.jiaming likes jan.i LIKED jiaming.shal likes me.or at least tts wad he claims.
n d f ting is tt f jiaming told shal everytin.n i mean EVERYTIN we did la.
okie.it is nt as if tis is unexpected considering tt dey r f gd frens.but tis is sth private n i tink it shud b kept between d both parties.i mean.we werent even tog.i feel tt he shud b more considerate of how others wil tink of me u c.n even if he ngeh ngeh nids 2 tel shal,i tink it was reali a bad move for shal to lemme noe tt he noes wad we did.isnt tt stupid.i wil feel so cheap n lousy if i stil date/be wid him wen he noes n i noe he noes wad i did wid his bes fren.i mean.it is jus so weird n uncomfortable for me la.
anw.i tink i wld b quite weird for me 2 date him oso.firstly,i ve nv date an indian guy.n 2ndly n most imptly,he like shorter than me leh!how can!it is either i m too tall for local guys or those mf r jus gettin shorter.it seems tt i m like quite big size beside dem.cb -_-
n now he ngeh ngeh believes i stil like him.but in d 1st place,i jus tot he is quite cute.i mean i sorta expect myself nt being able 2 accept him cos he's jiaming's fren.f.how can i b wid sum1 hus is jus such a constant reminder of tt mf?!
aiya.since ur fren is such a player,i m sure u cnt b much diff from him.bird of a feather flock tog(fave phrase of dawn.haha).i tink tis is true esp for guys.
ah.i stil cnt reali believe tt cb told his fren EVERYTIN we did.
f u 2 man.argh.go away.by tis time nex wk,i hope i wil b f some new MEN oredi.MEN i say.
oh.was talkin abt pre-marital sex wid tan n ong 2dae n sayin wad we tink of it.ong says wen d mood is right but became quite fickle but we asked further.hahha.tan saes as long as dere's protection.i guess for me is both plus no STDs n babies.f.imagine i m impregnated by some man n worse,i dunno hus d f father.i wil b DEAD la.i tink by then,i wil have to abort d baby widout much thought,i cnt provide for d baby n by bringin it to tis already screwed up place,i tink i wil b doing it more harm than good.like wad i mentioned in my presentation=)
oh!we r gonna write down our new yr resolution for 2007 at tan's hse on sunday!i better start tinkin abt some serious 1.it is my f 3rd yr.cb-ly fast la.attachment.immersion prog.i better do well cos if i fail either,i can jus go f myself.for real.dun play play arh.so tt shud b d 1st 1.d other 2..shud spen some time considering it.
talkin 2 huiqi abt tis yr.like nv complete anitin leh!den she said quite eventful.i said ya.but quite empty leh.like alex was sayin tt day,though i mit quite a few diff guys n gt quite ahem wid dem,isnt it stil quite like empty for me?
true i must say.but mayb those were to jus temporary fill up d void in me.be it fulfilling my physical needs (which everyone has,be it male female or ah gua.dun f deny ok)or jus d adrenaline rush of being in love.but i guess if i can find a person hu can satisfy me both ways,i cnt ask for more already.but of cos.d search for him is stil quite undone.hold on baby =)
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