hello baby

another not so happy week has passed.all the quarrels and fightings are really wearing us down.sometimes, we would be too tired to even explain ourselves.which, to me, is quit eupsetting.it makes me think how much we still care about each other.but of course, it never mean that way cos i am sure we still see each other as the world.
i hate it when you say you wanna end this relationship.i never expect someone supposedly to be so in love with me to say that.it cuts me through like a rusty blade.even though you clarified, saying that you said those mean things out of sheer anger and if i really did agreed to leaving you, you will come back to me, i just wished you never said it at all.it somehow remains as a scar i think i will need a very long time to heal.i don wanna our relationship to be flawed with such harsh comments.i really love you, like i never loved anyone before.in a way that, i know i havent been doing a good job as your girlfriend.i have been making you angry and all stressed out.i am really learning to b secured and independent.i wanna make you the happiest guy and i wanna be the reason for that=)

baby.i love you.with all my heart and i wanna live my life with you.through thick and thin.