blocked nose dae

tis reali horrible blocked nose is super irriatatin la.i hate blowin my nose wid make-up on.i muz put make up n i muz certainly blow my nose.dey dun go tog.
so i tink my nt so nice mood 2dae stared tis wae.
met yl hl n alex(hu was juz tryin 2 make use of us 2 pei him while waitin 4 his fren=D)after skl at bugis at abt 3plus.wa lau.took bus from hse 2 bugis.fell asleep.denz wen i woke up,i m oredi at SRC dere denz take cab 2 bugis wen i realised i cld cross d road 2 take a bus.sian.n wen i reached bugis,hl sms me dey were stuck in a jam.wah.
wen dey finally came,yl was like very sian sian lidat.denz i askedhim y he so sian.denz he sae lidat lor.fine.denz i asked hl y he so sian denz he ask yl 2 tel me.hello!he didnt sae so i asked u mah!dUh!n i hate it lidat.so i was actuali quite bu shuang la.4 quite a while 2.but it bcame better after a while n coz yl started nt sian later.=)

denz we wacthed memoirs of a geisha.quite nice.it is nt those 1 shot super sad tt kinda show.it is like d sadness seeps into every scene.it seems 2 b dere but sumtimez u tink nt.cheem hor?but it is a show tt provokes loadsa tots.
but tt bastard sorta spoilt d mood wen d show njuz started.we were sorta chattin a bit abt d show.denz he came n said "it wld b nice if ya.......dun affect d show"or sth lidat la.nb.wil stammer denz dun kp la.knn.tryin 2 show ur machoness arh?try harder la.yl was tellin us he was like diao-in us wen dey were leavin.f.if u f dare 2 diao,denz u walk our side 2 leave la.bastard.onli dare 2 see see see.ball-less fark.hope ur child grows up 2 so chatty n make u crazy wid al d nonsense he creates =D

denz i went hm wid hl.denz she was tellin me abt her n alex.it's quite a long story actuali n i admit i lost attention a few times in between.it is nt i m nt concerned.but sumtimez i juz dun nid 2 noe 2 much la.=S

n oh ya.i wanted 2 gif some pineapple tarts i made 2 damien.but he was like rejectin it indirectly.fine. =(

wah.i received a warnin letter from skl for skippin translation 2 much =D
nan laoshi stil sent me a personal e mail 2 tel me again.gee.i tink he is reali a concerned teacher.but he shudz b more confident abt himself n dun worry 2 much abt wad other think.

my birthdae cumin le!=)
but like quite sad.nobody celebratin 4 me.yet i hope.
it is ok=)

i tink i haf changed quite a bit.i seem 2 b less concerned abt ppl ard me.sumtimez wen ppl tel me tingz abt demselves,i wld feel like saein, "do i look like i care?"
but of coz i dun sae tt la.coz ttz rude la.so i wil hear.but i mite nt listen.
but i m less likely 2 flare up if sth dun happen my wae.wich is wad i wld do in d past la.of coz i wil stil b bu shuang.but at least i can cool myself down 1st b4 i sae anitin.mayb ttz sth 2 justify me for being less carin.=D

y is everyone so sad?

been readin blogs.
y is everybody so pesimisstic abt life?
dun b s sad da jia.=)
LIFE IS STIL SO FUN!=D

kids

i juz read xinyi's blog.okie.nt exactly read it.juz i cldnt bear 2 waste my youth on such childish n bo liao blog.

she is stil mentionin d monster ting.please.it is almoz a century ago la.if u dun sae it, nobody rmbs it la.or izit u wan ppl 2 huai nian ur montrous look so u r tellin us al again?=D in ur mother f face.wad sadness can come 2 me..d ah ju is lost but is near home already..thank ppl 4 noticing she being sad n lifeless.please.u r such an AA bitch la.u tink ppl reali care abt u being down n al those shit?to think u ad d cheek 2 sae u cried n luff n gt tis guy fren beside u al those crap in socpsy claz 4 norm-breakin.wa lau.so embarassin la.lucky i nt in ur claz.but suay u r in my course.=D

i hate tis kinda shitty ppl.onli noe hw 2 willow in ur own sorrows.get a f life la.u tink ppl wil pity u 4eva?even frenz wil get sick n tired of al ur shit complains n wining la.yucks.

at d mention of tt.i suddenly rmb jingxian n caron kept complainin abt d translation presentation.omg.it is oredi over liao n u cnt stop chatterin awae abt zhenyuan.aiyo.4 god's sake.juz let it go la.i mean.u tink al thos complaints can affect our resultz mehz.=S

ppl.please try 2 curb ur urge 2 complain 2 much.it getz on ppl's nerves.seriously.

long time no come =D

hi bloggie

havent been beri happenin so nth much 2 sae.

except 4 chs.wah.didnt noe qing long bang oso quite zai hu d chs's path.as in our future kinda tings.nt sae i tot dey wunt care but i tot dey like juz go wif d flow type.wah.if jemin mit up wif yl,i tink chs sure happenin sia.
but dey reali poked my tots.wherz r we headin 2?
electives..HMS..lousy n irrelevant modules..shrinkin population.
haiz.yl like quite sure he wan transfer 2 mcm.can dun go?=S

shudz i rebond my hair!?d more ppl i ask,d more i dunno!=S
pp askin if i wld shave bald!omg!i tink i wil die la!

da jia.my birthdae comin le =)

such a rainy day =(

internal conflict..internal conflict..
peipei kept singin tis song(is tis a song?!)n now it is super stuck in my head la.
internal conflict..internal conflict..
=D

was chattin online wid damien.man.he is so nice sumtimez.hw cum!?wa lau.if owas lidat i wil cry la.2 song until cry.=DD

internal conflict..internal conflict..

jan!i m so happy 4 u n gabriel!=D

internal conflict..internal conflict..

wa lau.another person ask if i noe xinyi.wa lau.famous sia.=D

internal conflict..internal conflict..

i wan mit damien again!=)

internal conflict..internal conflict..

=DD

wa lau.2dae is s super suay dae.at least in d kitchen.i cooked d rice in d plastic pot(yes.my hse de can use plastic pot 2 cook rice de)n put it in d microwave.everytin normal procedure la.denz i went shop n save 2 gt sth.denz cum back.omg.d rice is burnt n d bottom of d pot sorta melted la!wtf.
denz i continued 2 cook mushrooms n some veggies in d wok.wen it's omos ready,i went 2 take d plate.omg.d nex ting tt happened wad d whole wok started tumbling down from d stove!i saw it happened but was 2 shocked 2 hold it.n imagined i reali.i wld gt burnt hands la.=S

u noe some chi calendars wld show tt on tis particular dae,u cnt do tis tis tis..i tink it stated tt i cnt go 2 d kitchen 2dae.

suddenly.i feel d feel is back again.mayb nt suddenly la.mayb it is after tt dae i met him again after such a long time.but i dunno if tis is sth i shduz feel happy for.coz i noe tis aint gonna b a fruitful crush.

hoping against hope

auntie helen =)

2dae is such a cry-ly dae.

hl n i were in d bus tokin abt wad her dad told her n her sister.heart-wrenchin.
denz wen we were in toa payoh interchange,denz i told her abt me feelin guilty..i realised hw much my dad loves me after hearin from hl.he gifs me wadeva i wan.wadeva he cans.learnin in HD reali cost a bomb actuali if i reali tink abt it.n he has so many expenditures 2 consider in a month.=S i wan help.can somebody gt me a job which i dun hafta work mos of d daez but stil can gt like 100 plus a month?=D

denz hl's mum told me abt their religious beliefs.as in.nt those hardcore n suffoctatin onez.but wad she said was reali enlightening la.i was reali moved..mayb a bit sad after hearin after hearin wad she said..n i started cryin again.tis time quites jialat la.i tot i wil die coz i bcame so breatheless.but i m reali grateful she told me wad she told me.reali.i sorta straightened my tots la.when doin sth,it reali depends if u wan 2 do it.it is al in d mind!=)

she oso told me hl reali hen zhong peng you de.nt tt i cnt c.she oso told me tt she told hl tt hua er is a nice fren 2 b.(=)).is our previous lives ji de yuan(fate) n we shudz zhen xi wad we haf coz we r oredi beri xing fu le.

she siad i can go look 4 her anytime if i haf any probs la.i reali feel very touched wen i heard tt coz we sorta juz gotta noe each other.n d feelinz r oredi so strong.

thx auntie helen.i love u =)
thx hl.u r reali a true gr8 fren.i love u =)

he is shoOoOOOoooOOo cute!=)

omg.i finally gave him d present! =)

zhihua.u r such a brave ger!=D

it was a box for chocs from chocz.told him 2 mit at j8 la.denz pp suggested goin cartel so dere we went.denz he came.omg
damien:i m outside cartel
zhihua:i go out find u arh?
damien:dun nid la.i go find u.
zhihua:okie.i m near d entrance dere.d bread dere..
damien:which table?
zhihua:29.
damien:u wid ur frenz arh?
zhihua:eh..ya.
damien:eh.okie.
zhihua:yup.so okie arh?bye=)

so he came in.n i passed him d gift.denz we chatted 4 a while.eh.i oredi forgt mos of it le la.2 excited.but i rmb he mentionin abt my broken present(humph!)n my birthdae!=D
i was such a happy ger!=D
accordin 2 pp n hl..i was smiling very sweetly..hahahah.erm..okie..=S
gt d xing fu n xiao niao yi ren de gan jue =D =S
i cld feel my face burnin n difficulty 2 brin down d smile though =D

he said d chocs was gr8 la.so i guessed he ate it le.he like dun quite she bu de arh?!=S
but i m glad he likes it la.ttz d whole point rite =)

happy 2006!

happy new yr my dear!

tmrz is jan's bd n everybody is gonna wear purple!=D sounds fun yea!

i gt so many 2 sae d past few daez but i tink i 4gt most le la.=S

oh ya.my new yr resolution(which i HOPE i can kip thru out d yr)

1.lose weight!!
i've been saein tis 4 quite a while la.so i relai hope it can work!=D

2.be nicer 2 ppl!!
esp cumin 2 poly, i ve realised tt sometimes wad 1 sae can reali gt he or she into some unnecessary deep shit.which can b quite irritatin.ppl owas tend 2 misread ur meanin n tt kinda feelin reali sux 2 d core la.so, i tink, being nicer 2 ppl, can change wad others tink of u.so wen dey heard wad u sae, dey wunt get affected by hu dey tink u r,n thus wunt add salt n vinegar 2 wad dey heard, resultin in super dumb misunderstandin.n being nice 2 ppl, i hope i wil gt gd karma n instand karma, meanin ppl being gd 2 me!=)

3.get a NEW bf!!
hahaha.here it comes again.i noe.but isnt it nice 2 noe somebody huz exclusively urs(read previous entry), owas dere 4 u,sincerely care 4 u, loves u 4 hu u r.so nice rite.n wen i sae new.i mean NEW!tt meanz nobody of d same=X

n tokin of tt..i ve been chattin up wid KW recently.online..smsin..n tmr we gotta c each other at jan's.omg.i hope it isnt gonna b awkward la.kns.

d sae-it-n-get-hit game is back again!=D letz c hw long can i last!=D

i asked hl n hq if i shudz gif damien sth 4 xmas.dey both sae gif.but d ting nw is gif wad sai!hq suggested shirt..wallet..cap..u noe those guy stuff.but i dunno was type he likes.if i buy n he dun use so waste rite.so i was tinkin if chocs from Sins or wad la.but hq sae eat le denz no more le sia.kns.hahah.denz she said make sth 4 him.hello.i tink by tt time can gif him 4 bd liao la.hahaha.so hw!?!i tink chocz nt bad la hor?as in.he is gonna eat it.n it's nt beri ex.n it's nt sth mos prob he wunt like.aiya.actuali i dunni if i shudz gt or nt.later make tings awkward denz reali sian 1/2 la.SO HOW!?

oh ya.i saw howard tt dae at cine.kns.cutes sias=D..

omg.d I Think I song is killin me la.sunghun gonna teach me tmr.omg.laoshi feng le.

i tink i m takin damien's present 2 hard sia.omg.mayb i reali wan 2 c d ting 2 much le.=S i m nw askin ong y he suddenly wld wan 2 gif us d present.omg.JZ3!hahaha.
ong sae she dunno 2.she din wan 2 ask 2 much later he tink he gif us denz she ask 2 much.aiyo.nvm wad.juz ask la!aiyo.=S

irritatin pig!