i dunno if clubbing together that ladies' night together was a good idea actually.cos i have to admit i am starting to miss you more than i should, again.
it was very impromptu. you asking me out for dinner when i was having dance class.since i had other appointments i couldn't go meet you.i was quite upset actually.like, how often you asked me out nowadays.at least never enough.hahah. so when i was on my way to MoS and you said i was tempting you to go clubbing that night, how i wished you were come.you might think i wasn't exactly v enthusiastic when i asked you along.it was actually cos i was with my friends and i was afraid both side wont feel comfortable with the other party around.
so when you asked if i wanted to get a drink together nearby MoS, i was elated!yeah!i could see you and maybe could get you into MoS also.and what a wonderful night that was.we updated each other a bit over a drink at the Kandi Bar, though i didnt get to ask you about your Thailand trip and why you had to lie.-_- then the real party started when we were at MoS together! i guess nobody can be my party partners more than you, jan n vanessa. wonderful, fun-loving and balls for anything partners=D
and when you held my hand, i felt the warmth with you.and when you were touching me, i thought we were in love again. though our intimacy was camouflaged in the party crowd, i felt you really near.
hmmm.maybe jan and vanessa coming to stay over that night was a good thing after all.if not, our or maybe just my instincts would lead us to end up in my place and doing things against your will.something i yearn for. that thing which might very well be just an illusion of you loving me again. oh, maybe 'again' aint so apt since we never know if you ever loved me.
