roth chearn sms joyce.asked her 2 be his gf.considering d jieyin-rc relationship,i tink tis totally sux la.he is like"i am gonna do tis 2 gers.if either of one accepts me,i m juz gonna go 4 it."kinda attitude.he tinkz both of dem wad huh?wan 2 one leg step 2 boats kinda ting?=S
but tt aside,u c,humans r weird rite.wen u r so madly in love wid d person,u wld so much wan 2 b wid tt person.but wen he asks u,u dunno if u wan it or nt.

but can a relationship like tis work out?many ppl sae distence doesnt pose a problem if d relationship is steadfast.come 2 tink of it,i dun tink it is d case leh.look.a romance relationship doesnt onli consist of spritual or "mind" communication.face it la.all humans(men/women) DO have their physical needs.n dey hafta b satisfied.n wen i sae physical needs,it doesnt always ponits to sex.it can juz b simply holding of hands or a passionate kiss.tis r little tings tt ignite d passion in a relationship n dey r d elements of a relationship.

so wen 2 individuals r so far apart,hw can they possibly maintain d relationship widout gettin 2 mit each other as and when dey like?in this case,the guy is stayin in such a restricted place.n u noe guys r such sexual beings.

yes yes.i myself in so into ryan now.n i noe all tis tings.it is juz tt i dun wanna tink abt dem.i noe dey r undeniable facts n r factors tt wld affect us so much.i dun wan dem 2 affect my fancy 4 him.though i noe it is nt gonna b possible 4 us tog.i mean i m nt lookin at it nw la.but u noe.wen u like tt person,u wil wan 2 b wid him.but in tis case,hw?we r so far apart.n though i hate 2 admit it,we r of so different backgrds n values.i wil nid a lot of reassurance n togetherness in a relationship.n tis is oredi so diffcult.juz look at our communication style n distance btwn us.okiez.mayb i m tinkin 2 much.i dun even noe hw he feels 4 me.but since it is gonna b so difficult,mayb it shudnt happen at all.as in,y let it happen wen i noe we r both gonna b so hurt by it at d end of d dae?i like him.i dun wan 2 gt 2 affected by tis kinda rubbish.

but it is difficult 2 let go u noe?d tot of hw he held my hands,d look in his eyes,d ting he said,d sms he sent..wa lau.d sms he sent was like *holy*.=)

n i miss him.so much.wen jan asked me juz nw if i m stil tinkin of him,i found myself guiltily sayin yes.i noe i shudnt but.. n i feel quite down i havent gt his letter.sokhai told me coz he is sick.man.y sick 4 so long.do u noe i ve been lookin fwd 4 nellie chew's return so i cld read ur letter n now derez none?okiez.d sms was indeed beri high.but i was stil wantin 2 haf a letter from him veh much.

ok.i shall stop here 4 d time being.