big relief!
i am finally bleeding!=D
though nothing MUCH is done, but it still got me worried=S

dear baby.i am sorry that you are sick but there is nothing much i can do to make you feel better.i know you decline my offer to go visit you at your place cos you said you will be sleeping.but i just can't help but feel that cos i am not up to your certain expectation.you've reassured me countless times there it is certainly nothing you wanna hide from your parents abt me and they do quite like me.guess i have only myself to blame for all the insecurity.and i know my insecurity has been putting a lot of pressure on you.you haven't have much time for yourself, your family and your friends.though i do have certain reservations towards some of your so-called friends.anyway, i have been trying hard to be more relaxed towards you.and i know i haven't done a good job about this,thus all those silly and redundant quarrels we had.i am truly sorry for all those bad things. i am sure we will make good word out of our promises k.

i love you baby=)