like after 98368439 yrs, i finally have the balls to read their friendster profiles again.
and god.am i glad i did.

once again, i asked myself (and peipei, who is v unlucky having to hear me ranting about all these again), WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME/ THEM?!

seriously!she behaving and speaking like she is the most desirable woman around is gross and is such a mother fucking big turn off, i wanna puke the shit out of myself now!

and seeing the photos they took together she posted on friendster stil makes my hear wrench into a stupidly suicidal way.in a way, i am filled with not so much sadness but with disappointment and anger.like wtf.i seriously don't see where she is better than me.branded stuff?pls.tts so skin-deep and if i wan, i can afford them easily?looks?if u tel me she looks better, i frankly suggest eye surgery at any cost.jus go pls.and i cnt think of any way she is better!!ARGH!

i am really pissed ok!maybe this is me stooping to their lowly standards but i cnt help thinking what is wrong with myself, or rather, what's wrong with him!and i want to have the f balls 1 day to ask him why!this question is bothering me too much!

so he LOVES someone who thinks that being a bimbo is the best identity to take on?having the branded stuff while your guy is trying to carve sth out of his newly established career the way to show u care?flaunting your seemly meaningless and bimbotic lifestyle sth to b proud of?thinking she is THE woman for him?and what's wrong with him!does he really think that he loves her like he claims?does he really loves her after all that he had done behind her back?does he really thinks that she wld b there for him?!does he really think she is really that mf desirable!?wtf is wrong with him!

SERIOUSLY!one day i am so gonna get the answer for that question!