happy belated birthday to me!
i think i said the same thing to myself last year.cos i was having a splendid time for my birthday last year.but i am not too sure i can say the same thing for this year's.
(i am gonna read what i wrote last year this time later =\ )

no!i am not complaining about the celebration(s) i had for my birthday this year.i still have my beloved friends around.they even booked a hotel room for celebration.maybe they know i love to drink n hate to clear up.hahaha.but i just cant help wishing he was there at every celebrations i had.sharing the joy of turning 20, okie maybe not so much joy cos having the number 2 in front of ur age isnt tt fun after all, with me.sucks big time man.

but anw!i wanna give a big THANK YOU and a sweaty hug to all who rmb n wished me well.heart-felt gratitude.

honestly i wasnt v happy about my birthday this year actually.it seemed that there's nth to b happy about anyway.like, i am usually v happy on my birthday,it wld seem tt nth can spoil the day.but now it is more of like nth can brighten up d day?=\

frankly, hw much of me wished he was there to spend MY day of the year with me.it was all so sweet and lovely last year.

SAD!
but thanks to my all beloved friends.who stil stand by me after all this while.unlike him