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Tuesday, January 01, 2008

happy wonderful 2008!

woots.how time flies.be it good or bad, every single event of 2007 made my year as it was!and i am thankful for every single of them,cos i am sure it is through all those things that i've grown, matured and hopefully blossomed into someone better=)

every year we will do a list of 3 new year resolutions we aim to accomplish.well, we hardly succeed. but at least we have a aim!so here is what i have for 2008!

1) to get the long-awaited driving license!
i have been dreaming of driving to wherever i want in the wee hours, not having to fight the crowd durin peak hours (i do enjoy lil bus rides when it is not those crazy hours),meeting my friends at far away places, not worrying about cab fares and not getting a cab, not having to ask my dad pick me up, making out in the car.OKIE, kidding but i wldnt mind.HAHAHA.
these are al only possible if my dad is gonna reward me by giving me a car=D woots!
last time, the forgotten time, i wish i would have my own car so that he can drive it too.and we can go anywhere we like anytime doing whatever we wish.and he likes to drive too.the good old days.hmm.i should stop being so nostalgic!

2)to gain more patience
i can foresee myself breaking this any time soon.i am doing pretty well for this so far cos i've been alone in the room most of the time today.and i am quite sick to be frustrated today.hahaha.
but i insist i am at least gonna try!
esp staying together in china for the past few months, i understand better that many things can't possibly go my way all the time.and i HAVE to give and take.apparently, i've been the taker most of the time-_- tsk tsk.so i should start doing something and be nice in this new year!i want, need and have to be nice!TSK!

3)to put the screwed relationship of the year behind me and get someone who only has eyes for me!
well, the most amazing that happened to me, i've to admit, is that i've met him and spent a short but wonderful time together.and of course, i never want to forget those memorable times with him.but i am really sick and tired of feeling upset over what he left me, or rather without leaving anything.ha.so!i wan to stand up on my own two feet again!i just long for an exclusive and fulfilling relationship and i thought it was easy.man, how wrong could i've been.so!i am hoping to come true, just for me=)

i think the 1st 2 are actually quite attainable, uh?HAHAHAHA.the 3rd one may take some time but like my 2nd resolution, i am gonna be patient with myself!

oh ya.he hasnt msg me anything to wish me a happy new year.the more sure i am now that what he told me abt the xmas msg is just another big fat lie he told me
great.
=)

happy new year my loved ones.

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