i sent him a sms on his birthday, wishing him a happy birthday.
i sent him a birthday e-card, for the purpose of a birthday card.
i sent him a sms after his birthday, hoping he had a good time on his birthday.

he didn't reply to any of them.
very disheartening.
i realised i am already not asking for more.i am not asking that he would reciprocate my feelings for him already.i am not pinning hopes on us already.i just ask he would stop treating me like a piece of dirt.
i guess that's not too much.but too much for him.
=.(

I saw an old friend of our's today
She asked about you, i didn't quite know what to say
heard youv'e been making the rounds 'round here
while I've been trying to make tears disapear

Now Im almost over you
I've almost shook these blues
so when you come back around
after painting the town
you'll see im almost over you...

you're such a sly one with a cold cold heart
maybe leavin came easy, but it tore me apart
time heals all wounds they say and I should know
coz it seems like forever,
but im letting you go

I can forgive you and soon I'll forget all my shattered dreams
although you left me with nothing to show
but all misery

when you come back around, after painting the town,
you'll see im almost over you