it's the 24th again
6 months ago, it was such a wonderful day.
6 months now, it is such a nostalgic day.

actually.i cldnt really remember today would be our 6th months if we are still together.like, i wld just suddenly remember today is the 24th.then i will forget.then it will flash back again.haha.which might be kinda good.at least i am not dwelling about it the whole day, feeling like a piece of neglected shit.

well.i still miss him alot, at times.other times, i miss him a little.occasionally i forget about him for a split second.once or twice i am so angry with him i never want to talk to him or see him again.like yesterday.but i dunno isit cos he saw my msn/friendster/blog(highly impossible, i think), he called and asked if i was angry wid him.indeed, i was.but i couldnt bring myself to tell him that.i jus 'giggled' fake-ly.n he knew he was right about me being angry with him.but i couldnt bring myself to be angry with him for long.actually the moment he called me, i sorta stopped feeling angry anymore.yes, i am tt lousy.thanks.so anw.i asked him why he would suddenly call and ask if i was angry.he said just felt like calling to ask if i were.den he wanted to put down the phone, saying he didn't want to disturb me.but of course he wasn't.so after assuring him tt he totally wasnt disturbing me, we chatted a while on d phone.i couldnt resist it and i asked if he wanted to do dinner today.but he said he has plans to go for basketball already.den i suggested supper (when he asked if my dad was overseas =D) and he said he will call.well,i am not expecting much of cos.then he said maybe friday can go club.=D yeah!cheers to clubbing and cheers to meeting him =X
sorry.i lost it again.
like i said, i still miss him.
like i said, i still hate them being together.
call me a slut, sore loser or just mad.i.just.hate.it.i.don't.care.

and still.fuck you and all the forgotten promises.