fuck you and all the forgotten promises.
fuck you and all the stupid lies.
fuck you and everything you did and didnt fulfil.
you make me hate you.you make me hate myself too.

* Mood:enraged

dunno y i just suddenly feel all the anger i have for him in me now.(subtle)burning rage kind.okie.actually i oso dunno how.dawn asked what triggered it.d ting tt came to my mind is cos he doesnt reply my sms now.which i totally hate and cannot tolerate.but actually,i don think tts d only reason i'm so pissed about.i guess it's really cumulative.like all the things he said about me being someone special and that he'll always be there for me.seriously, i don't feel anything about that from him anymore.all the lies he told me.all the stupid things i believed of him.how i hate us for that. anw maybe feeling angry over him might not be such a bad thing after all.at least i can stop having my dumb and un-reciprocated feelings for him.

i never regretted loving you when we were together.but i cannot say the same after we broke up, at least till recently.all the shit u gave me.the way u treat me like a piece of dust.the way u seemingly take me for granted.the feeling i know i don't deserve to be treated like the way u treat me now.i feel that i don't even know him anymore.i feel that the past we shared was nothing more than a dream i should have long woken up from.maybe i am the only one wanting to stay in the dream forever, since he seems very satisfied with his life now.good for you then.

i will never wish bad things but i don't wish you well