远远在一起

多一秒世界就会被淹没
你还像个巨人紧紧拥抱找
离开你变得渺小的自我
很想从此就卑微的渡过
失去真爱
只剩快乐残骸
已感觉不到任何的存在
还是爱着你
只是我们之间有了距离
远远爱着你
就算不能够在靠近
同样的天空下总会有你
站在时间面前没法撤退
我们像两颗告别的尘灰
记得拥抱时天地有多美
记得没有谁能将这摧毁
寻觅真爱
跌进人山人海
才发现没有线索可倚赖
不管我们之间什么距离
就算不能够再靠近
就算在不同国度里
有你
(heard this song on TV one day.quite an old song actually but it just strike a chord in me. =\ )




Aerosmith - I Don't Wanna Miss A Thing
I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
Far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Well, every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Lying close to you
Feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
And I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
Well, I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time

(i remember this song playing in his friend's car while we were just driving around deciding where to go.and his friend mimicking the singer.his friends are really funny and fun to hang out with.though most of the time i got minimal idea of what they are talking, i never really felt bored cos i was with him and he's enjoying his friends' company.which i thought was really fulfilling to see him happy and just be beside him made me happy too.when we were together, i totally didnt mind just being with him and his friends though i might look like i am just wasting my time doing nothing.and i remember feeling glad to watch him as a basketball game.he seemed really happy and i felt super good that day.so pretty much everything i do and feel was revolving around him yea)




Fergie ---Big Girls Don't Cry

The smell of your skin lingers on me now
You're probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry

I must go alone
I must take the baby steps 'til I'm full grown, full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they?
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
I'll be your best friend and you'll be mine Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if you want to
'Cause I want to hold yours too
We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But it's time for me to go home
It's getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

(now that he's gone.what's left of us is (this) song.
it's been 3 months and i guess i haven't really been able to let go and forgo everything between us.the time i am taking to reminisce this relationship might be even longer than the time we spent together.hahaha.but considering i am thinking if it's really he's worthy of me going through all these emotions for,maybe it shows i am slowly but steadily letting everything about him fade into the background.i admit i still miss him at times, but i also wonder if it's him i miss or the company[if you consider it as it was.it's nt exclusive, mind you] and lust satisfaction[i must say i still miss him in bed =D].but i guess by moving on is the only way to get over it.or is it getting over it is the way to move on?okie, god knows.anw.this song has this nostalgic feel and the reminder of me getting in touch with who i am and what i want, again.which is great and perfectly what i need to do.to prioritize myself before him.)