re: 30/04/07
we met on Monday. finally =D
we were on the phone the night before. i asked him how about tomorrow (anw, it was him who suggested Monday when i asked if he wants to swim or go for dinner on Sunday).he said he will tell me later.so after we put down the phone, i sms him and said if he had other plans and don't want it's totally fine (yeah, right).he said he might have to go see doc with winnie.then i said then why didn't you tell me on the phone just now.he said he didn't know how to tell me.-__- just say la.it's not the first time anyway.
so in d end he didn't need meet her so we met at Chinatown for dinner.he was late as usual but thankfully only 20 minutes-__- we ate the restaurant beside the office.the fish head place.then after deciding we don't want dessert and not wanting to stay there, he suggested we move to Central.walked around then settled at Starbuck with his favourite mocha-frap and my very lousy chai.we talked talked talked.about how we dread going to work.about our friends.about ourselves.then we were playing this stupid game of poking each other at the ribs.then while playing we were THIS close face to face.as in THHHHIS close.i could feel his breath and i almost wanted to kiss him.i dunno why but we just backed off.
then i was lying on his laps.then i wanted to sit up.and i hit his chin.or is it his mouth?so he must had been leaning close also since i didn't leave my head real high when i hit him.it must really be a beautiful sight =D
i was sitting in a very weird position 'cos i was really sleepy and wanted to lean on him.so my top moved and could see what's inside-__- so he kept pulling my top to cover me.he even leaned forward me THIS close to pull my top from the back.i almost died of heart attack.
actually all was really fine until we had to go home.and God knows why i always become veh 'emo' when we have to go home.then i asked him.is it I've always been less important than winnie even when we were still together?he said no and ask why i asked n why would i compare like that?HEY HELLO!!i think this is totally inevitable for me to think this way leh!i mean, if i am (as) impt, then did u want to leave me!?-__- then y r u like so worried of hurting her but it doesn't seem to matter if it's me?then what about those times when u told me soon n stuff like that?Do u still rmb u wanted to tell her about it but decided against it 'cos it was near her birthday?then why did u have to tell me when it's only a week plus before our 3rd month together?-___-.u said i deserve the best but y would you think you are not good enough for me?to me, that's quite senseless.wa lau.u make me want to knock some sense into your skull.
argh.
then u said u actually suffer most when you chose to be with winnie.u sadistic ar?then y make yourself suffer when you actually DO have a choice?!-__-
i gave him the card too.then he sms me to thank me for tt day and the card.anw, i always have tis feeling that we were up to some sneaky business then he would thank me for cooperating with him.HAHA.then i said.it's okie la.and i hoped the card didn't shock him too much.he said no it didn't but it set him thinking.and i wonder what.is it tt u r wondering if u made the right choice of leaving me(HEHE)?or is it u r thinking if i am really worth getting back with?mystery.
you called after work just now.say he didn't contact me yesterday 'cos he felt like being alone so he didn't contact anyone.hmmm.suddenly.scary.
i asked if he wants to come over my place later.he hasn't reply to tt question.but nah.i don't think he'll want to come actually.just ask to make myself happy.n make myself sad when he's gonna turn it down.=D
i m f irritating.
we were on the phone the night before. i asked him how about tomorrow (anw, it was him who suggested Monday when i asked if he wants to swim or go for dinner on Sunday).he said he will tell me later.so after we put down the phone, i sms him and said if he had other plans and don't want it's totally fine (yeah, right).he said he might have to go see doc with winnie.then i said then why didn't you tell me on the phone just now.he said he didn't know how to tell me.-__- just say la.it's not the first time anyway.
so in d end he didn't need meet her so we met at Chinatown for dinner.he was late as usual but thankfully only 20 minutes-__- we ate the restaurant beside the office.the fish head place.then after deciding we don't want dessert and not wanting to stay there, he suggested we move to Central.walked around then settled at Starbuck with his favourite mocha-frap and my very lousy chai.we talked talked talked.about how we dread going to work.about our friends.about ourselves.then we were playing this stupid game of poking each other at the ribs.then while playing we were THIS close face to face.as in THHHHIS close.i could feel his breath and i almost wanted to kiss him.i dunno why but we just backed off.
then i was lying on his laps.then i wanted to sit up.and i hit his chin.or is it his mouth?so he must had been leaning close also since i didn't leave my head real high when i hit him.it must really be a beautiful sight =D
i was sitting in a very weird position 'cos i was really sleepy and wanted to lean on him.so my top moved and could see what's inside-__- so he kept pulling my top to cover me.he even leaned forward me THIS close to pull my top from the back.i almost died of heart attack.
actually all was really fine until we had to go home.and God knows why i always become veh 'emo' when we have to go home.then i asked him.is it I've always been less important than winnie even when we were still together?he said no and ask why i asked n why would i compare like that?HEY HELLO!!i think this is totally inevitable for me to think this way leh!i mean, if i am (as) impt, then did u want to leave me!?-__- then y r u like so worried of hurting her but it doesn't seem to matter if it's me?then what about those times when u told me soon n stuff like that?Do u still rmb u wanted to tell her about it but decided against it 'cos it was near her birthday?then why did u have to tell me when it's only a week plus before our 3rd month together?-___-.u said i deserve the best but y would you think you are not good enough for me?to me, that's quite senseless.wa lau.u make me want to knock some sense into your skull.
argh.
then u said u actually suffer most when you chose to be with winnie.u sadistic ar?then y make yourself suffer when you actually DO have a choice?!-__-
i gave him the card too.then he sms me to thank me for tt day and the card.anw, i always have tis feeling that we were up to some sneaky business then he would thank me for cooperating with him.HAHA.then i said.it's okie la.and i hoped the card didn't shock him too much.he said no it didn't but it set him thinking.and i wonder what.is it tt u r wondering if u made the right choice of leaving me(HEHE)?or is it u r thinking if i am really worth getting back with?mystery.
you called after work just now.say he didn't contact me yesterday 'cos he felt like being alone so he didn't contact anyone.hmmm.suddenly.scary.
i asked if he wants to come over my place later.he hasn't reply to tt question.but nah.i don't think he'll want to come actually.just ask to make myself happy.n make myself sad when he's gonna turn it down.=D
i m f irritating.
posted by zhihua @ 7:06 PM
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