hanbin is sick.=(

we were suppose to go club tonight.then he told me last night he can't cos he still feels sick but he just needs to rest and he'll be fine.but i think it got worse and he is seeing another doctor after seeing the previous one now.and i am really worried.i typed him a sms but i don't think i will send it out actually.lest he finds it irritating.

"Erm.I'm really worried about you.n i miss you.if u need anything,just let me know ok.i just want to do sth to make you feel better."

i dunno if i should tell him this.i want him to know but i don't want him to find me a pester.i miss him so much.it feels very painful when he told me he can't meet me.i understand it is because he's not feeling well and he needs to rest.but i seem very far away from someone who can be there for him when he's feeling down.i miss him so much =(