we went for maasage ytd.ay chinatown.N NT THOSE WID EXTRA SERVICE, MiND YOU.hahaha.i tot i shud take down all his aliments down in a notebook so i cn rmb what d massuer said abt him.i cnt reali depend in my memory to serve me well recently.-_-
we talked abt it last night. seriously, i cldnt help feelin really veh upset even though it was jus a phone call or sms from her.he asked me wad happened after d phone call, n i found it so hard to even gif him a smile n tel him i m fine.cos i cld already feel tears welling up in my eyes.n i cnt understand y he cldnt jus tel me he is already havin plans wid her wen i asked if we cld go out today.n y he cnt ans my calls in front of her while it seems to him wunt mind him answering her calls n sms in fornt of me.does tt means he cnt bear 2 'hurt' her while i shud b alright wid al tis f shit?i noe he cld sense tt i m veh upset abt tis whole ting.cos thur out the phone callS, he wld hold me tighter, n i wonder isit out of guilt or concern.he drew a heart in my palm n asked me to keep it well.i want to.i want it to be mine only.i dun care if i m being selfish or wadsoeva.cos love is selfish n exclusive.i wil nv wan to share my baby wid anyone.
he told me even though it might sound selfish, i am his property and wants me to serve him forever
haha.i tink tis might sound really dumb.but i feel really glad when he told me this.mayb cos tis shows he really loves me n wants me.n i feel good abt tt.he said he din like me to dance/behave so wildly in clubs like i do.i told him i enjoyed doing tt for myself n nt hor show or anytin along tt line.but ya.mayb i shudnt b.at least in front of him.wad wld other think of him?kkk.i wil behave =) like i said, anything for my baby.
oh.before i 4gt.we went cafe del maor..alamk dunno how 2 spell..wid his frens ytd.nt those wild party kind though his fren said it it was pretty high wen he was dere for an event previously.but i tink it is really a cool place to hang out.hope d plan 2 go dere for ong's bd is still on.=D
recently, i guess i m being more vocal wid how i feel abt him n her. i even told him i dun wan him to go out wid her anymore and i dun wan him to b wid her anymore. i alwas tink honesty is the way, butif doesnt wan to hear these anymore, he can tell me.i jus wan him to know i m havin enough with all tis rubbish.
he promised me he will come over tonight.he said it's been veh long since we last chatted by the poolside.n i've been tinkin abt tt recently.hahaha.
i really hope he still rmbs clearly what he promised n told me.pls let all these end really soon.i m burning out.
i love you my baby.
we talked abt it last night. seriously, i cldnt help feelin really veh upset even though it was jus a phone call or sms from her.he asked me wad happened after d phone call, n i found it so hard to even gif him a smile n tel him i m fine.cos i cld already feel tears welling up in my eyes.n i cnt understand y he cldnt jus tel me he is already havin plans wid her wen i asked if we cld go out today.n y he cnt ans my calls in front of her while it seems to him wunt mind him answering her calls n sms in fornt of me.does tt means he cnt bear 2 'hurt' her while i shud b alright wid al tis f shit?i noe he cld sense tt i m veh upset abt tis whole ting.cos thur out the phone callS, he wld hold me tighter, n i wonder isit out of guilt or concern.he drew a heart in my palm n asked me to keep it well.i want to.i want it to be mine only.i dun care if i m being selfish or wadsoeva.cos love is selfish n exclusive.i wil nv wan to share my baby wid anyone.
he told me even though it might sound selfish, i am his property and wants me to serve him forever
haha.i tink tis might sound really dumb.but i feel really glad when he told me this.mayb cos tis shows he really loves me n wants me.n i feel good abt tt.he said he din like me to dance/behave so wildly in clubs like i do.i told him i enjoyed doing tt for myself n nt hor show or anytin along tt line.but ya.mayb i shudnt b.at least in front of him.wad wld other think of him?kkk.i wil behave =) like i said, anything for my baby.
oh.before i 4gt.we went cafe del maor..alamk dunno how 2 spell..wid his frens ytd.nt those wild party kind though his fren said it it was pretty high wen he was dere for an event previously.but i tink it is really a cool place to hang out.hope d plan 2 go dere for ong's bd is still on.=D
recently, i guess i m being more vocal wid how i feel abt him n her. i even told him i dun wan him to go out wid her anymore and i dun wan him to b wid her anymore. i alwas tink honesty is the way, butif doesnt wan to hear these anymore, he can tell me.i jus wan him to know i m havin enough with all tis rubbish.
he promised me he will come over tonight.he said it's been veh long since we last chatted by the poolside.n i've been tinkin abt tt recently.hahaha.
i really hope he still rmbs clearly what he promised n told me.pls let all these end really soon.i m burning out.
i love you my baby.
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