time crawls by whenever i know u r not with me.fully.
i might b tinkin 2 much.but images of ya havin sex or even kissing make me wanna cry =(
EVEN HOLDING HANDS R NT ACCEPTABLE.n i can already c ya doing it.wtf.

someone jus fark me now.pls.

baby.i miss you so much.when my aunt asked "eh.2dae gt no police escort u arh?", all i cld do was to fake a laugh n said u were busy.n immd i cld c ya bz wid each other.HI.

i tink it is either i m 2 stupid or 2 kind to b so understanding n accomodating twd d relationship btwn d both of u.it is nt as if i wan u 2 thank me or treat me extra nice jus cos of tis, but i sometimes wonder what gave me d strength to tolerate n accept all these coming.i was watching d taiwan sitcom jus now n i dunno is it fate but dey were tokin abt two-timing (n i m nt tryin 2 sae u r 2 timing me.though technically, yes). n 1 character said if a person can stand his/her partner 2 timing him/her, it mus b cos he/she LOVES him/her so so so much. yes.i love you so much.but i dun wan 2 tolerate tis jus cos of my love for u.i dunno if i brought it across clearly but u noe wad i mean.

fark.dunno y i am tinkin in tis manner.if u ever see this post, pls dun get angery wid me.or even yourself.cos i nv blame u for anitin.NEVER.

okie. 1 more day.at least tts wad tan tells me too.but i said,yaya.tts y now or never wad.=S

mayb i shudnt b such a nice person afterall.cos being nice to others translates to being cruel to oneself.

BABY.CAN YOU COME BACK NOW?=(