HI!

it is my first day of attachment 2dae.at Toy Factory.quite slack for a working day.but since it is my 1st day, quite expected la.but seeing everyone so busy n me so dunno wad 2 do, i feel f lost n blur and knowing i wil b doin quite a bit in d near future yet i m nt sure wad to do, tts scary u know =S

d ppl dere seem nice 2=) friendly n helpful. but i bear in mind wad my baby told me las night abt working outside though.

n i miss my baby so much =S

i tink it is such a habit to wakeup anytime i wan n scheduling my day in any way i want.i mean, i ve been slackin from skl for 1 mth plus n i haven been workin for quite a while.so imagine i usually wake up at lunch hour.n now i hafta wake up at 7 -_- now i can really feel d sian-ness wen my baby has to work.=D

n previously, i arrange my time around my baby's schedule.as in.i wilkeep myself free when he is free n things lidat.like i can meet him anytime he wants.n i m so easily used to that cos i wld wan 2 see him anytime.n even till now, it is stil d same feelin.but apparently i cnt cos i hafta report for work -_- and tis totally suck.i miss him so much it saddens me =(

n he has to report for OPS every 1st off-day every wk cos his colleague leaked out some confidential info n tis is sorta a punishment.n anw, d best part is tt guy need nt report for OPS cos he cnt carry arms wid him.WTF.tis is d kinda ultimate punishment.whereby ur mates get punished for ur mistakes n tis is suppose 2 make u feel super guilty.but baby says he is nt -_-
NB CB.

seriously.like wtf.i can already see us spending a lot less time tog n tis have to come on top of my attachment.my gwad.i am already feelin like crying. =(
like d only time i can really spend time with my baby is NEXT YEAR.CCB.n by then, he will already be workin and/or studyin la.FFFFFFFFFFFFFF. =((

BABY.i miss you.okie.u r gettin sick of hearin tt =(
okie.i nv ended so many questions wid so many =(s.

promise we will make time for each other ok?