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while i m tryin hard to let go,he had to kip remindin me of his prescene.which is obviously of no help to wad i m tryin 2 do.he kept askin if i stil like him.one classic sms from him.
"actually,i m treating you like that partly because i don't want you to like me la.i do't wat to do this to you la.it's pretty unfiar to you."
how noble.n dun make it sound i m so desperate for u.cos i m nt.
he said sth like..u expected us to b tog rite.
okie.honestly mayb i did.but since we were doin tings like we were tog,it doesnt reali make much a diff rite.-_-
den he kept sayin we r stil frens n tel me to take tings easy.hello.d ting is.i am NOT NOT takin ting easy wad.
he said i was 2 possesive n all so sorta scare him off.sae i said i rather him come accompany me than 2 let him go clubbin.
HELLO.of cos i wld wan 2 c u more often rite.n frankly,i cnt rmb tellin u nt 2 club wad.wtf sia.possesive?if i were tt bad, i wld insist u 2 come n mit me wen we were suppose 2 mit on tt wed but u cldnt make it last mintue rite.best.

n now he is like "flirtin" wid jan.nt like i mind.since wadeva he does is no longer wad i care.but isnt tt veh irksome.n wen jan showed me his sms jus nw,i jus felt so turned off after readin 2 msgs.i jus felt so yucked.den i m reminded of sth.daphne damien.jan jiaming.=D

wtf sia.i m turnin les.cos of guys.cb dem.