i dunno y but he is like worried/scared/concern hw i am nw.as in.he siad he is surprised.he said seems tt i m coping wid it quite fine.tings lidat.omg.does he expect me 2 cry my balls out?am i suppose 2 go kill myself nw?or am i suppose 2 beg him 2 come back 2 me?(anw.i m tellin tan..am i suppose 2 beg him to f me.hahaha.i dun tink i even hafta beg man.hahaha)he even asked if i wan go his hse nw.hello.mad arh.i jus ignored tt question.dun even noe if he is jokin or wad.u tink i crazy nt scared die go ur hse nw ah.madness.

like gt nth 2 sae 2 him sia.i dunno isit i ownself make tings weird or i reali gt nth 2 sae anymore.he is bcumin quite pompous 2.quite weird.i dunno.hope jus me tinkin 2 much.aiya.tis is crazy.mayb our relationship was reali physical so we gt nth much 2 sae 2 each other.

to bcome frens from lovers (okie.we werent EXACTLY lovers) aint tt easy afterall.

tings wil turun out betta yea? =)