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Friday, October 13, 2006

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omg.wtf.wad a dae was ytd.

okie.i went zouk wid vanessa on wed.wth sia.tt rocky guy was dere n he saw me.sian half.-_-
anw.jiaming.hahaha.#$%^%$#$%.tt refers to d tings we did in d dance floor.u noe wad la huh.
den he offered 2 send me home.but of cos we didnt go home straight la.omg.we went 2 east coast park.OMG.okie.we made out in d car (!!!!). hahaha.

i also gt d shock of my life myself.but d best is yet to come.hahaha

i jus went 2 his hse on fri.which is 2 daes after we met.wa lau!his grandma at hm leh!den wen we were *ahem*ing, grandma knocked on d door n sae wan take tings.i omos died of shock la!wen i was leavin,d whole family like outside at d living room la.OMG.stress bo!f la.

but d best is.he told me b4 i went.cos i was quite worried if they wil mind nt.he said..wunt la.dey r used to it already.wtf!even though it is nt unexpected,he mus haf brought abt 1836283047 girls home b4 me.he sae.he brought home abt 1 million girls back.i m d 1000001th n d last one.hahhaha.if onli it can b true.
omg.n he wanted us 2 haf sex.wtf.i scared.cnt.

he told me he likes me.n wan us 2 b tog.he himself noes it is too soon la.he dun wan me 2 regret in anitin n jump into it cos of sheer infatuation.i understand la.but to me it is veh feeling-based.as in,it is the CHEMISTRY.hahah.of cos ppl wil sae ya shud noe each other better b4 anitin else.1stly,noein d person more means noein his flaws more.which can destroy everytin else.mayb tt wil b deceivin oneself but mayb i jus wan 2 kip it nice.2ndly,we r oredi goin in d wrong direction oredi wad.which 2 persons hu like each other started off by gettin intimate wid each other.i tink tts s problem wen u noe guys at such places.d relationship gets very physical easily.which i dun wan us to end up wid.i told him tt.he n saes he respects me.hahahah.i like him la.but his past records r sth i might b able to stand if he stil continues 2 b lidat.he said he wunt.but old habits die hard rite.he asked me y i wunt trust him more.hello.difficult leh.i m scared.wad if cos i cnt gif him sex he go find other girls?=S
although i dun reali noe him,i tink he is nice.veh real.veh straight.n he seems 2 b quite can tok wid tannie.tts a big big bonus.

how huh?i like him.but i m scared.

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