ryan jus sms me
nt d cambodia 1 la.though i feel sry 4 him.cos i m such a bitch 2 him.shit man.
anw.is tt ryan la.n i cnt believe d happy feelin i gt weneva i gt a sms from him.it is jus those fwd kinda sms la.a bit insincere though.but it is sth from him.n it is nice ok!n i replied him...okie.thanks.nites.miss u.

hahaha!n i told dawn,n dawn like gt d shcok of her life.aiya.for me, it is okie la.i jus nid 2 let it out.if i feel sth n dun sae it out,i wil prolly explode cos of it.which is nt gd 4 d body rite.hahhahaha.sumore i was tellin d truth.i miss him wad.hahahha.

n i tink i noticed sth.see.maybe it is cos he is d 1st guy i m so intimate wid,i feel attached 2 him.as in, i see him as some1 special/different from d others.i dun feel obligated to stay faithful 2 him(like wtf.imagine i am reali faithful to him.i tink i wil jus die cos he is so indifferent nw.or mayb die from d lack of *ahem* pleasure.hahah).cos women USUALLY gt intimate wid guys dey HAVE oredi fallen in love wid.but in his case,i might have started at d wrong end."Sex" den feelins.hahahaha.

but hu cares.rmb my motto.or wadeva i referred tt as.=)