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well.it is al over.i shud haf known better.i tink i said tis b4 in d previous entry.did i?

anw.we r stil on sms-in term.

"... Well,anyway,im glad that you think everything's over. im sure you wil find someone better."
den i said sth..isnt tt gd.at least it is nt gonna b difficult 4 u.

"ha.why would u say that?i mean..lets jus say. im not as promiscuous as you think i am la.heh"
i said sth like..at least im nt pestering him.wunt tt b veh irritating

"to begin with,i've never ever thought that you actually pester me. it's just that you're too into me and it's (not) exactly a good thing either.well. lets not talk bout it since it's over.."

".... or maybe it is just me"
i said sth.. hahah.we were just goin at diff directions la.quite surprised at myself though.hahha

"yeah.im surprised at it too.well.we're stil friends.so dont worry yea..."

surprise surprise.i m quite amazed i cn b so calm n indifferent abt it.at least after i tot abt it la.i mean.i gave in so much.n i can withdraw so fast.may jus cos i dun like him so much as i tot.sumtimes wen u r 2 into sth,u reali can lose urself n haf illusions abt hw u feel or even wad u c.wen u r out of it,b surprised tt u r nt feelin hw u tot u felt at tt time.it may b a gd ting u c.cos afterall it is over n shudnt b dwellin in it anymore.gt out of it n move on baby.tts life.accept it n go wid it.

he asked if i stil wan mit him.i said y nt.
he wil nw ask if i received his sms if he doesnt receive a reply.man.it is a bit 2 late 2 show u care if i care rite.
we r stil frens.=)