i dunno where the heck-care energy has went.
i was always able to heck care sth after brooding over it for a while den let it go completely.even with guys.they weren't difficult to let go.
but it seems so different for this.it's been +/- two months and the reluctance to let go haven't seem to whine.
and i still cnt see myself dating again.and it hurts seeing him with her.
it's not easy, and never easy to let go when you've put in more than you have expected it yourself.and having to do this and go through all alone don't help at all.

man.i need help.