desperate

hello hello hello

i m so bored i m dying.=D

i tink i need a boyfren.now!for the exclusive campanionship.i gt many gd frens of cos.but i cnt expect dem 2 kip me accompanied ALL the time rite. n frens n a boyfren r veh diff rite.d tings u share wid tis 2 types of ppl.imgaine tellin ur frens "i love u dear.i wan 2 spend my life wid u".if my frens sae tt 2 me.i wil f d person upside.4 being so OMG!hahaha

but of cos.i dun expect myself 2 spend my ENTIRE life wid 1 single boyfren.i wil jus die i tink.but i can see myself hangin out n stil being bes of frens wid my current frens.i even imagine myself renting a hse wid tan n ong!so fun sia.=D

back 2 topic.boyfren.i m some1 hu nids loadsa attention n assurance.i nid ppl 2 tel me hw great i am 2 make myself feel gd.i noe tt sounds veh wtf.but it is in everyone n i jus happen 2 b more in need of tt can!

n i like d feelin of ppl fussing over n worryin abt me.hahhaha.i noe tis is veh selfish.but it is a gd feeelin rite.feelin of being loved n taken care of.but of cos i (tink) wil do it 4 him 2.=D

n the physical pleasure we can gif each other.face it la.we al nid tt part in a relationship.no use acting like a saint rite.it brings a relationship further n deeper ok.n tt does nt necessarily means sex ok!bastards.

n i expect zero dishonesty from him.i m finding myself possesing lesser n lesser tolerance 2 lies.ok,mayb white lies r stil acceptable.but f intentional lies.dey r d most disgustin tings on tis polluted earth.

many tings la.i cnt tink of anymore.so gt me a boyfren.now.