long time no blog.hahah.actuali i noticed myself bloggin onli wen sth major/significnat/irritatingly interesting happens.=D

anw.here i am goin 2 blog abt clarence.2 remind myself not to be so dumb in d future.

we met at zouk las las wed.at d dance floor.u noe d usual.talk.dance.exchange numbers.

he was nice.jinny was quite sloshed tt dae n myself feelin quite tipsy.n he stayed to "help" though i tot there's no obligations 2 help any1 u mit in such places.so i tot he was quite nice la.den after tt we sat outside zouk.he was stil there though it is quite late/early (3 plus to 5). hmmm.we were quite intimate.holding hands.i was lying on his shoulders.he was holding me.we talked.n i began 2 tink he was even nicer.den after sending jinny home,we went 2 prata hse.dere,he asked if he cld come 2 my hse cos he didnt wan 2 go home yet.of cos i didnt sae yes. 1)wad if he rapes me?!erm.. 2)wad if my bro sees?!
den wen we were crossin d road, he suddenly held my hand n even wen we crossed d road,he didnt let go.in fact he didnt let go til he boarded d cab.i cld feel my face blush sia=D

we were stil in contact after tt dae.he even told me he likes me online on d followin sat.oh ya.he asked if i cld go his hse.n even offered 2 pay my cab fare 2 his hse.imgaine if i had went.frankly i was quite tempted 2 go.but heng nv la!

den suddenly we lost contact.actuali is he stop replyin me on sms n msn.jus lidat.widout any apparent reason.i was quite affected.i mean.after al d tings he said n done, tis is d kinda ting he is showing.no link sia.dawn dey al said it was cos i cld nt gif him wad he wants.which is sex of course.but come 2 tink of it,he didnt reali take advantage of me tt dae after zouk.which can b a gd chance 4 him u noe.

nvm.it is nw al behind me.tts nth much i can do now though i wil stil like 2 noe y d sudden change in him.

so nex time, keep to the commandment.what happens there ends there.

continue havin fun my dear zhihua.