im such a bitch

okie.

i noe i m damn badbut i juz cant bring myself 2 show a happy/friendly/warm/wadeva side wen i c hl wid zhenyuan.i mean.he juz turns me off la.n i cant imagine my gd fren being in love wid i guy i dislike.coz it is juz so eeks.i noe by doin tis,i mite b makin her feel like kana sandwiched btwn.but i juz cant help it.u noe.i hate it wen i am faking.i wil hate myself.but i love myself.so i cant hate myself.so i cant fake.geddit?!=D

kns.if i gt 2 noe he f ill treat hl,he is so goin 2 f die can!?cb.

HE WIL DIE.

ok.mayb i stil haven gt 2 discover d gd/acceptable/positive side of him.but his kns side of him oredi so kns.hw can i go discover d other side.coz d kns side oredi so strong n turn-off.hw 2 find d gd side.rite!?

zhihua.u r so clever.=D

n 2dae i helped jan go disturb d weichian guy.hahha.wa lau eh.i cnt believe i asked him if he is a virgin.denz i told him i gt his number from his fren.denz he asked for some TIPS on hu iz tt fren.wa lauz.tips.hahah.u mean hint?=D denz i said.tall.handsome.good on bed!
wa lauz.so shy sia!=D

zhihua.so notti.=D