it's been quite a while since i cried for the both of us.everything looks so bleak now.i cnt go thru it alone.i need you by my side, like u promised u wld be.but it seems tt we've already forgotten our promises.but at least i rmb i'm always here for you.so i hope u haven't forget making the same promise.

i still hold on to the hope we might b back in each others' arms one day.though i know it will take a really big miracle for that to happen.but i am still hopeful.i dunno if i shud be actually.

it is nt veh usual of me to blog in a veh emo manner.cos i nv quite like tt.but i cant help feeling very confused lost and alone recently.for quite a while, he's been d only person i can be really honest and straightforward with.having lost him now, i feel veh trapped inside.yes yes.i still have tan n ppl ard me.but it's a whole lot diff ting.now, i hate waking up.i jus wan to slp forever cos waking me is such a pain without him ard.i nt meaning waking me with him LITERALLY beside me.jus knowing tt he's there can be so far away now.

i miss you baby.